I wish I was better at dealing with stressful situations.
If I’m stressed or going through a hard time, I literally shut off everyone. I don’t want to see people. I don’t want to talk to people. Especially people who are so near and dear to me.
It may not make sense to others, but this is how I handle my hardships and I wish I could change that.
No, it’s not that I don’t care. I know a lot of people handle hard times by being around good friends. But for me, being with them and having a good time as always just makes me forget what I have to deal with later on. It makes it feel like everything is normal and ok when it’s not. And I hate pretending.
It’s so stupid. But it’s me. I’m working on it. I want to show the people I love that I care, I just can’t.
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